I chose it because I love the human league and they have this song called “Empire State Human”. It’s like my lifes theme song. I identify with it greatly. It kinda sounds stupid but there are some lines that explain exactly how I feel about life. And I’m really tall.
Also when I write I talk about the “human state” or how people are/act.
A couple nights ago I had a dream I was doing a duet with one of my favorite American Idol contestants, Haley Reinhart. In the episode I was on the contestants had to do mash-ups. I have know idea where it came from but I told everyone we should mix Daft Punk’s “Something About Us” with the Supremes “Keep Me Hanging On”. So in my dream I proceeded to show them how we would sing it and we started rehearsing.
When I woke up from that dream I was like “What the What?!?!!! I should do that!” Well my sampling skills are still pretty amateur so I decided just to sing it myself.
I feel so alone in this world. Like wherever I am I don’t feel right. Like I don’t belong anywhere. Seriously just going away feels like the best solution. I’ve never really been happy at all and I don’t feel like I ever will be. I wish I could just say goodbye.